We, are so far away

where’s everyone when i needed them. i am a piece of trash. failure in love. failure in studies. failure in family. i don’t receive any love from anyone. no shoulder to lie on when i really need one. i need a hug. im just a human being i can’t take all these. knowing someone i love sending ’ i love you ’ to other girls just hurt so much. what am i to him?! shit come after one another. my mom just slap me. why does my life have to be this way. i envy others. i envy how other bf treat their gf. i envy how other family really sit down together and have dinner, lunch or whatever. but all these never apply to me. i’m ruin. i’m tired. i am all drained. i need someone to talk to me, someone to be there for me when im down, i couldn’t find anyone. no one is beyond my reach. life just hurt so much. 

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The word ’ i love you ’ have never sound that pleasant to me after all. it was all a lied, blinded by love. we are all so dumbfounded by these three words. But, have you found the real meaning to it?

true much.

do you?

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utterlyshattered:

yeap. disappointment. thats all there is to you and what I can remember about you.

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